Ok, this won't be long. I just wanted to state that once again, we have to battle some force just to get something. This day, it was food stamps. WHY DO WE HAVE TO BATTLE AND FIGHT???? I am SO tired of it!!! I just want it to end. I'm tired of having this long, drawn out struggle. I don't understand it and I'm worn down. I can't take this any longer. What does God want from my family and I? I'm just tired. Plain old tired. Its not my place to figure out why. I just have to let it all go. It hurts too much to feel anything. I want a life where I can go out and enjoy friends and parties and just be my age, but I guess it isn't meant to be. I want my family to be able to do all the things they desire to do, but it doesn't seem like that's going to happen. So I'll bust my butt at this dead-end job and hopefully be able to make enough money to keep a roof over our heads, gas in the one remaining car, and clean clothes. Life just isn't worth it any more. :(
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