I WAS happy but...

Well, I finally got a chance to not only speak to Slidell over the phone, but I GOT TO SEE HIM IN PERSON!!! We were going to meet at Jamba juice but I passed it up so we met at Baskin Robbins instead and that was for the best. He looks just like his photos, maybe a bit better. He's a tall goofy one, he is.He talks really fast, sort of stutters, and has a few crooked teeth, but they were whiter than mine, lol! He's around my skin tone and has lighter brown eyes than me. I couldn't see his hair because he was wearing a hat so I'll find that out next time we see each other. Our conversation had no flow, but he smelled incredible!! He hugged me twice and I was happy. I can really get into him because he is so sweet. He says he is a virgin, which is shocking, but I honestly am not interested in a sexual relationship with anyone at this point in my life. And if he wants to wait, I am fine with that. Sex adds too much pressure to the relationship anyway, and I want to know what its like to be in a relationship where BOTH people are in love with EACH OTHER, and let that love be expressed physically when the time is right. I know I may be jumping the gun with him but can you blame me? I want to be happy and have a life to live. But its hard knowing that he's a virgin and I've been with 20+ men (although I will only tell him of two), I have tattoos, he doesn't, he has good credit and is good with money-I don't even know if I have credit and money is tight....smh I feel so inadequate but should I not see this through? I'm not sure what to do...
My sis on the other hand, has been involved with an afrikaan online, and has somehow given him her passport info. I feel bad that I went thru her email but I had her permission!!! And she knows this is wrong!!! I just hope this does not negatively effect her life, her job, our lives, and our jobs. I'm so scared I don't know what to do!!! I just want my family to be safe and financially stable. I'm so tired that I'm not sure if I can even adequately love another person...maybe I should start doing some type of exercising before I lose my mind...