So once again, we're up against the wire. As it turns out, everything that our former SA rep told us was a lie. Everything. The only reason the SA has still been paying for my folks' room is because he has been out sick. So what are we going to do? Me, I'm going to pray, drink my tea, take my Benedryl, and go to sleep. At the worst, I guess my sister and I can pay for the rooms if we work together. Maybe SA can give us one more pity week since we were lied to or maybe our church can pay for another month or so...I realize that I cannot do everything, so I'm not going to try. I have a plan, but other than that, its in God's hands. I feel like this is the punishment for what I've been looking at online, and I am sorry. I hate that my family suffers so much, I really do. It just seems like it is never going to end. On one hand, I think its all over, but on the other hand, I feel like things are going to change for the positive very very soon. It's almost been a year since all of this has happened and I think and hope that God will restore us to the land of the living. But honestly, what do I know? I'm just too tired and weary to deal with all of this. I don't know what God is going to do but I will go to work and do my job although I want something better. I will do my best to be a kind and helpful daughter and sister, and I will enjoy the few pleasures I allow myself, including being with Brown. I don't know what to do so I will do what I've always done, and leave it all up to the Lord.
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