Well, as of April 30, 2010, I am now 28 years old. Brown and I were supposed to hook up but he never got in contact with me and then called me at 8am the next morning, knowing I wouldn't answer. I cried that night but strangely, I'm over it now. It hurt but I have so many other things that make me cry that Brown gets my tears no longer. And I got my period today, a few days early so no baby for us, and its probably for the best. I'm still debating about whether or not I'm gonna start back on the pill or not. I don't think I will because my body feels good not being on it. If I decide to get back with Brown, then I'll start taking the pill again. I've got to deal with other things, mainly making money. I can tell its time for me to move along from this job-too much jealousy from the old bitches. So far the younger crowd is ok, but I need to move on before things get worse. Hopefully, something will come around soon. Until then, I will smile and work overtime and do my job so that I can help my family. And I'll deal with Brown if and when I feel like it. Thank God for books and sleep!
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