Well, God stepped in and saved us from being homeless. Our priest and church business manager paid for us to stay here another 28 days. It was a mighty battle that I don't even feel like recounting here, but it did cause alot of drama and stress. I kept my cool, though. I told Brown and we talked for a while. It was a good conversation. I truly feel that all this family drama and tragedy we're experiencing is bringing the two of us closer. I know talk is cheap but his words do make me happy. I see us together for the long haul. I'm really going to try my best to only be with him intimately. He's always held my heart, but I need to do right physically. I honestly love him and I can't wait until we're in a position to take our relationship to the next level. But it will happen in due time.
Now that we have shelter for a while longer, I truly hope to get that job I really want. I need to be working but like everything, it has to be in God's will.
Another thing that's bothering me is the return of Suga. I think he's a handsome guy but I don't want to have sex with him again. My heart isn't in it and neither is my mind. He's so sweet though! And maybe he could help me with a few dollars...but I really don't want to use him or hurt him. I don't know.
Everyday I pray that our situation changes for the better. I hope that God continues to listen and help my family
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