Well, its happening again. We have to leave the room and we don't have any money or anywhere to go. I am so SICK of this I just don't know what to do with myself. I just want God to save my family from all of this pain. Why are we broke and homeless???? WHY???? WHAT DID WE DO WRONG???? WHAT ARE WE DOING TO DESERVE THIS??? Ironcilly, I had two job interviews this week, but how can I work if I don't have food, gas, or a roof over my head? I'd also be worried about my parents and if I smelled. Don't give me wrong, I am THANKFUL for the interviews and I PRAY that God blesses me with one. I just can't imagine working under these conditions that I see before me. I know God works in mysterious ways: He put Fly Boy back in contact with me and he sent $100, which helped a tiny bit. But as usual, he wants more than just friendship but that's not what I want with him. And I prayed for some time with Brown and I got it, AND got the best sex of all time! WOOO! But I digress. The point is, I see God working in my life in many ways, and I'm trying to keep that in mind. I just need God to step in and show out. I am just so so so scared, and I'm tired of it. I pray that saving and being my family's salvation is in His will...
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