Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I feel like shit...

I wish my first entry of 2010 was filled with good news, but unfortunately, that isn't the case. Our situation is still the same. We only have enough money to stay here until Jan 18th. I just don't understand why God hasn't stepped in and saved us. I read something great in a book. The main character said that when people say "God doesn't give you more than you can handle" that's just a bunch of shit to make the other person feel better so that your situation doesn't mess up their pretty little lives. AND THAT IS SO TRUE!!! I'm tired of all that trite crap. I want big money and deliverance NOW! I'm just tired of worrying and not having a clear idea of what's going to happen next. This cosmic joke called life just isn't funny. My reserve is all tapped out so I'm just going to shut up and deal with it. I'm going to enjoy the internet and library books for as long as I can and then whatever happens, happens.

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