Well, yes, today is 10/01/09 and we are still in this damned room. No jobs for me and Mama yet and everyone is attacking each other verbally. At the end of the month, I wanted to be able to throw my annual Halloween party but it looks like that isn't going to happen. I guess there isn't going to be any kind of happiness for my family. Sure my sister being in school is great and my dad working just enough to keep us in this room and with food is better than having nothing at all, but still. I just don't understand what has happened to my family. I'm not even going to look forward to anything anymore because I don't get anything except my feelings hurt. I'm tired of this on so many levels...whatever God wants to do with me and my family is fine. I'm done. I'm exhausted and depressed, hurt and confused, angry and pissed off. I can't fight any longer. Its all whatever from now on.
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