A Bit of Hope...

Well, I have a bit of hope. I've gotten called for two interviews and to go to testing. That's a total of 3 separate jobs! Now two are part time and one of those is on campus. It was ok until I heard from a full time position at a hospital. THAT's the job I really want! I need to make some real money so that I don't have to worry about my dad paying my bills and all the other needs that I need to have met. Like now, my phone company wants their full total but my dad thinks that it should be fine, since he gave me money two weeks ago. He's not realizing that that was late! I hate being under someone elses' thumb! And I'm ready to get my own place again...I know that will take a while and I will still help my mom and sister but if I at least begin to make some money, I could have a plan. I just hope that I get that job and can do it well...but there I go again, leaping and jumping before i know anything concrete, smh...But sitting here with my dad eating oatmeal with the bathroom door open with the room smelling like pee isn't working for me!!!! Plus, I gotta get my hair done before or around the time that damned movie comes out. Now my mom wants me to have that job on campus and focus on going back to school but I told her that I'd prefer the full time hospital job b/c it was a job for someone with a degree, plus there is NO WAY I'm going back to school until I get my own place again! The student loan people can get in line with everyone else! Plus, I want my job to pay for my education, ha!
Anyway, I'm just going to give it all to God, again, because I truly don't have a choice. I can't deal with all this without His help.