Terminated

So, two days after the accident, my dad's job terminated him. My heart goes out to him because I know he's hurting. Although that job caused him alot of physical pain and alot of stress, it was a job. I don't know how we're going to make it. I think we have enough money to stay in the motel until the new year, but I'm not quite sure. My sister doesn't make enough to pay for all of that, and even if my mother and I got jobs tomorrow, it would be two weeks at the earliest before we would get a paycheck and that's even if we'd make enough. So we bought alot of lottery tickets in hopes of winning. I wonder if Suga will help me out, cause I did tell him, but like with most men, I'd probably have to spell it out. Oh well. Ironically, when we were going thru this same crap 10 years ago, I was in communication with that crazy 3rd ward child as I am now, although I haven't paid her much attention in a week. I wonder if she's a curse...oh well, I can't worry or be concerned about any one else. This shit is tiresome so I truly hope and pray that God saves us. Its just too big of a situation for us to handle. I truly hope and pray that God hasn't forgotten about my family :(