*sigh*...I'm so, so, so tired of this situation...I want my own place again, I want money, and I want space. It's hard as hell sharing one toilet with 3 other people. Don't give me wrong, I am thankful for having a roof over my head and I know the Lord worked a mighty miracle for us to be in this hotel, but I am still tired. I know we all are...I'm greatful that my sis is back on campus and attending school. And when my dad goes to work, Mom and I are comfortable. But with this weekend being a holiday weekend, everyone is going to be stuck in the room...
Another thing that is bothering me is that I don't understand why I can't get a job. I try and try but no luck. I guess God doesnt want me working. But He knows we need money! I get so despondent that I don't even want to wake up. If it wasn't for the internet and library books, I would've lost my mind weeks ago. We've been here a month! I miss my life! I don't understand why this happened, nor do I understand why it continues...I just want to scream but if I do, I'm afraid that I won't be able to stop. I really wish and hope that God hears and answers my family's prayers. We're barely getting by and we need a blessing so that we can be a blessing...Heaven help us!
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