Sunday, February 6, 2011

Gotta get over this

So finding out Brown is a married man now has REALLY broken my heart. He had so many opportunities to tell me and he didn't. I truly feel like a fool. None of this for the past two years had to happen, including the abortion. I want answers from him but I know I'll never get them. I want God to remove him from my heart. I'm so sick over this I'm embarrassed. I can't eat and all I want to do is sleep and cry. Thankfully I had Friday off from work so that helped me out. And I got online in an attempt to meet another guy and I may be on to something but I don't want to speak too soon. I just wish I wasn't so gullible. and I really pray that God delivers my family because I have hit rock bottom and I just can't take any of this any longer. I just want the pain to end.

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