Man, I have to be honest. Alcohol is a heck of a drug. I got pizza, smirnoff, and two activity books with colored pencils. And three days ago Brown came by and did his thing, including some oral sex after I asked. So I'm feeling lovely. I can barely type this entry! Sometimes you just have to do what you have to do to get by. Our church is paying for my parent's room for two weeks so that takes a load off of me for a bit. I may be able to get my hair done again. Its a two edged sword because we know that is the last of the assistance they're going to give us, plus they probably expect us to show up to a Mass. That is a lot of pressure for my family. I really hate being under someone else's thumb, but what can I do? I'm working as hard as I can at the daycare and trying to get overtime hours, and praying for a MUCH higher paying job. Or a winning lottery ticket in the high/upper millions. I don't know what is going to happen to my family, but I pray that positive changes occur VERY soon. Until then, I will continue to pray, and enjoy myself in the ways that I can.
No comments:
Post a Comment