Well, since I got this job at the day care, excuse me, child development center, I was able to finally get a lace front wig. It is nice, but I've got to learn to comb and care for it correctly. I was able to cut that year-old mess off of my head and actually had a headache afterward! I'm just thankful there wasn't anything ALIVE in there, besides alot of dirt! But I'm well on my way to looking nice for my birthday! I don't even know what I want to do but I'll do something! I had sex with Brown the other day and it was good, but I was dry and he didn't ejaculate so I don't believe anything will come of it. However, you never know and I still have a window of opportunity. I'm going to take care of the stickers on my car and buy an outfit or two and then I'm good. I hope I get that other job I want too! And we're going to be moving into an apartment within a month or so things are looking up.
I'm starting to think something is up with Brown b/c he seemed so sad on Thursday...he didn't even comment on what I was talking about, even the good news...I need to find out what was wrong and to see if I can make it better. Hopefully, we can see each other this upcoming week and the next. I love that man and I hate to see him hurting. We fell asleep together and he was holding on to my leg-it makes me think he wants me to sleep with him every night and I would LOVE that! I just wish I knew more of what was going on with him and what I can do about it...I think he needs me...
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